Sunday, September 28, 2008
Hhmmm... I like my day today.
Well, coz i feel much more happier today compared to ystday when i felt totally upset over some stuffs.
Woke up this morning. Went to edu for some bio talk. Jia was there too.
Guess who i met.... lol.... Jeng jeng jeng.
JARITA SIVAM!!!!!
Gosh girl ah!!!! I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!
You didnt change much. Still the cute little petite girl. Lol.
Btw, i got your sms, its okay... I dun mind.
We can catch up more with each other after spm.
Lol. I was seriously shocked when i saw you jarita.
So long didnt see you already.
I got to admit, I do miss you loads. =)
Take care girl. =)
Then after tht, went to Mcd for lunch.
Guess who i met there....
Humans la.... Eesh... I dun wan to elaborate at this part.
Then went for addmaths tuition.
Then came back.
Then nap.
Then watch tv for an hour.
Then eat and bath.
Then did abit of chem.
Then got bored and went online.
Lol.
I really enjoy all my chats today.
Thank you all of you... for the funny funny and fun chats.
I appreciate that alot. =)
Lets see.... I was chatting with alot of ppl.
- Danny (Petbro)
- Adrian (Petbro also)
- Jiann (Darling)
- Sue Ann (Darling also)
- Vivian (Cousin)
- Jonathan (Celupar fellow)
- Arsenal (Petbro also)
- Chee Hung (Another celupar fellow for today)
- Julius (School Bro)
- Weng Khong (School Grandpa)
- Zheng Hong (Junior)
- Jo-E (Friend)
Its really nice chatting with you guys.
Especially Danny, Adrian, Jiann, Vivian, Sue Ann, Chee Hung and Jonathan.
Special thanks to you guys. Reply so fast until make me so kelam kabut.
Danny oh danny. As promise, You see ur name here. My this petbro ah, very naughty already. Want to kao my younger petsis. Lol. Its really nice chatting with you today, danny. Special thanks to you. According to danny, he thinks my younger petsis very cute wor. Then sumore say the name as cute as the look. Lol. Tsk tsk tsk. Then sumore say, shes your petsis, im ur petbro, so shes also my petsis la... Hello.... Tolong sikit, she dun even know you la. You poor boy. Dun worry, when you come back, i janji i intro you to her okay? Lol.
My 2 petbros flew to uk to study without informing me. Which is danny and andrew. You 2 ah... So teruk. Ask you wat kind of fren are you, go tell me one of a kind pulak. Eesh. Anyway, goodluck to you both. =) I wish you all the best. And I pray for your both success. =) Take care. =) I will miss you guys loads. Go also never tell me... I very angry you noe. Lol... JKJK la.
This convo part very cute.
Fion: Eh, you in uk, no need to attend class meh???
Danny: Eh plz la, today sunday lar...
Ooppps....
Okla, thats all for now.... some pig rushing me to finish blogging this....
BB.... take care everybody.
Fioney is back to being happy again. =)
Labels: Happy chatting moments. =)
10:05 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
I like linkin park's new song alot!
Leave out all the rest.
Hmmm...
Leave out all the thoughts.
Hmmm...
Labels: Mike Shinoda
9:11 AM
I DUN WAN TO CARE!! NOT ANYMORE.
Labels: I dun wan to care.
9:04 AM
I think i need an attitude adjustment.
I mean like seriously, i might really need an attitude adjustment.
No. 1 - I think im too straight fwd at times. I need to learn how to beat around the bush and try to get my massage delievered across indirectly.
No. 2 - I need to learn how to overcome reverse psychology. I really hate it when ppl use tht against me. Bugger sial irritating.
No. 3 - I need to be less polite and friendly. A friend told me that being too polite and friendly is not good in the real world.
No. 4 - I need to learn how to mock ppl. Kris, i might need your help in this.
No. 5 - I need to learn to not care about ppl's problems to much as it affects me as well.
No. 6 - I need to learn to take care of myself better. In the sense of eating a healthy balanced diet, not those junk foods everytime and drink at least 8 glasses of water a day.
No. 7 - I need to learn to think for myself first. Putting others ahead of my ownself is not a wise move. And that is what i kinda always do.
No. 8 - I need to learn to manage my time properly and not procrastinate all the time.
No. 9 - I need to learn to not get angry, upset and grumpy easily. I duno why but i do get upset easily sometimes. But the weird thing is, i can get happy easily everytime as well. Hmmm.
No. 10 - I seriously need to control myself from thinking too much.
Guys... help me out with this. I really need an attitude adjustment.
Labels: Attitude Adjustment.
8:25 AM
Sister came back last week after her A levels trial exams.
We had long talks at night.
That girl ah, she know im still having exams, still wan to kacau me...
Anyway, yea... had a super long sister to sister talk with her on saturday night.
She told me all her weird weird happenings and i told her mine too... Lol.
She taught me the difference between
- a guy which i like
- a guy which is an eye candy
- a guy which i can communicate with
- a guy which i care more for
- a guy which cares more than i
yea, she taught me tht. Rubbish??? haha... Not really.
Yea.... so let me proudly announced to the whole world.
Vitagen is an eye candy.
Yep... He is an eye candy. According to sis. Long marriage or relationship works out the best when both the parties can communicate along well... hmmm.... Mayb she's rite...
But for the time being... WHO CARES???? I care more for SPM!!!
Okay... enough of this.... Bye bye.
Labels: Eye Candy.
8:14 AM
I think im facing the after effects of dengue fever.
When i had dengue that time, my liver was seriously inflammed.
They took my blood to do the liver test and my liver reading was almost 5 times a normal person's liver reading. OUCH!
How can a person actually get diarrhoea 3 times in 3 weeks in a row. =.='
You tell me! You tell me!! Thts what exactly happened to me.
I kena on friday during sej paper on the first week of trials.
I kena on a friday again during chem paper on the second week of trials.
I kena on wed morning before maths, but wed morning was just the stomach uneasy, didnt diarrhoea.
I kena on a friday AGAIN during bio paper on last week of trials which is ystday.
Something is seriously wrong with me.
Went to Wisma Damansara just now for check up.
The dr. said im having gastric. Wth?
Then my dad got mad. He was like wats the connection between diarrhoea and gastric?????
First she said it was disentry. Then she said it was gastric.
Dad said he's going to take me to see another dr.
Lol.
Im very sure its not gastric.
I love eating. How can i possibly get gastric????
Probability??? Less than 5%
Now im worried if its my liver again being attacked.
It was attacked very badly once.
Come to think of it, I regret not going for the last check up with Dr. Wong.
Coz when kena dengue, dr. still ask me go for check ups...
But mum was like, aiya, you ok edi... no need go la...
So in the end, didnt go. Regret. Regret.
And tht time when i kena dengue...
ALL THE STUPID DR. WHO EXAMINED ME KEPT SAYING I HAD GASTRIC.
stupid betul.
Then when i went to see specialist, Dr. Wong confirmed with me after the blood test that it was my LIVER not GASTRIC.
Tak qualify betul the rest....
Sumore go make me eat so many gastric medicine.
=.=
Pray for me you all kay?
Thanks.
God bless my health!
Love you.
Labels: Probability of after effects of dengue fever.
7:43 AM
YEP!!! Trials = OVER!
Hmm...
Question: How do i feel???
Answer: A little more relax???
I definitely feel abit relax now. 3 weeks of trials is killing! Thank god we have one week for the raya break. I shall try to make the fullest use out of this hols.
Question: How did i fare in trials??
Answer: Okay gua??
About 90% of my classmates cheated in trials. What can i say???
If only i didnt drop class. =(
From matahari, i masuk teratai. From teratai, i masuk daisy. Haiz.
Well, i shall just take it as its god's way of making me stronger by going through more challenges in life.
Make sense?? I duno.
Yea, so most of the ppl in my class cheated! I shall not care about them. They want to cheat, their problem. See whther they can cheat during spm anot.
At first, when i found out, i was quite mentally disturbed.
Wondering, if most of them keep cheating and all, my position in class just drop back like hell...
But after thinking twice.... Nah, not worth it being angry.
So whatever larh. Actually, its not to say that i put in all effort and i didnt cheat also. Coz actually i got tips from those ppl who had the paper.
Physics 2 & 3, Ppl send me tips.
Chem 3 & bio 3, Ppl send me tips too.
Addmaths, I actually saw the paper in hand before exam.
So yeah.... I wasnt that pure after all..
But the other subjects, i memang put in 100% of effort to study and answer during exam. Swear!
So after the last paper ystday(friday), i went off with sue and kris first.
Then after that i met up with the whole giant gang, kris and sue didnt follow coz they have tuition in the afternoon.
We watched Babylon.
Vin Diesel seriously reminded me of Chris Daughtry.
Chris Daughry....Awwwhhh.....<3
Labels: Momentarily Relaxation.
7:13 AM
Friday, September 12, 2008
EESH!!!! Ok dudes... Listen to me, when i say im angry, it doesnt mean i hate you.
when i say anything, it doesnt mean i dun care.
Get your facts rite pls. All those words are of different meaning.
How can you compare it to be the same meaning. =.=
Nvm. Im just grumpy today.
Had sejarah exam just now. Im so glad its over.
And out of all the days i had to kena food poisoning, i kena this morning till now also stomach still pain.
Imagine all the pain i had to go through. Crouching at my seat the whole exam time.
During sejarah paper 2, it wasnt tht bad. Pain but still bearable.
After recess, after having the hot soup yee mee, it got even worse.
I practically finished my sejarah paper 1 in like what? 30 minutes?
Then close the paper, close my eye and bear the pain.
Then until i really bei tahan, went to moganam and asked her permission to go to the toilet.
Talking about toilet, today is the most time i went to the school toilet.
I visited the school toilet like what? 5 times today. Thanks to all those cirit.
Gosh, i think i did quite badly for my sejarah paper 1. I didnt even check. =(
Paper 2 lei, i was damn confident that the 9 cabarans will come out for essei, then in the end, didnt... what the shit!!!!!!
=( anyway, sejarah is over edi....
I shall not think about it.
Came home from school just now, slept through the whole afternoon to bare the stomach pain.
I skipped lunch as well. Then when my mum came home, she also said she cirit this morning.
My dad didnt cirit. So my mum suspected its the mooncake.
Dirty little mooncake. =.=
OMG!!!! im cutting my long wavy hair this weekend!!!!
I am damn sad! I love my long hair! But mayb its a little too long edi.
I mean, seriously, its really very long already. Mayb 1 and half foot long??? lol.
But, i noticed im kinda like loosing more hairs nowadays. So mayb its becoz of my hair being too long edi...
So yep... might be cutting this weekend.
Haiz...
Bye bye long wavy hair. I love you. =(
Labels: Grumpy Me
11:31 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Girls, let me teach you a song for you to dedicate to him.
Over You.Now that its all said and done,
I cant believe you were the one,
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left,
Just left me cold and not a breath,
I fell too far was in way too deep,
I guess i let you get the best of me.
Well I never saw it coming,
Should have started running,
A long long time ago,
And i never thought to doubt you,
Im better off without you,
MORE THAN YOU,
MORE THAN YOU KNOW.
Im slowly getting closure,
I guess its really over,
Im finally getting better.
Now im picking up the pieces,
And spending all of these years,
Putting my heart back together,
Cause the day i thought i never get through,
I GOT OVER YOU!
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away,
There was nothing i could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
Alot of others open up,
SO DID MY EYES, SO I COULD SEE,
THAT YOU NEVER WERE THE BEST FOR ME!!!
Pls wake up my sayangs. There are alot of other guys who deserved you better.
Dun let him hold you back.
Break free...
And get over him...
Take care my dears.
Labels: Over You.
1:39 AM
Today, i just want to complain about some stuffs.
Everything is finally coming to make sense.
What people told me earlier on, i ragu-ragu..
I am very disppointed in you, kor.
My youngest although i thought one of the most caring kor.
im not talking about you, danny/justin. Though you guys are one of the youngest among all my petbro. Im talking about the most youngest petbro. Dun mistaken. You are not hurting me, kor. You are making me angry and very disappointed in you.
Do you know that? Mayb you dun.
Coz i noticed you never cared about how others feel.
Or mayb you pretend you dun care? I duno.
You are very self-centered do you know?
Its not that I hate you or anything. Its just that you are my petbro.
I dun wan my petbro to be going around hurting my bestfrens.
You have already hurt 3 of my bestfrens?
Isnt that bad enough?
You duno how bad you put me in this situation.
The 3 of them are my bestfrens and you are my kor.
What am i supposed to do???
When the 3 of them come to me and I see them in such sad situation....
What am i suppose to say???
You dun think of me as well. and you consider me as your petsis? Or just another fool like them?
Dun take it the wrong way.
Like i am so against you. I am not.
I still call you kor, Coz i still anggap you as my bro and i respect you.
Its just that. I take you as a brother, so i want to make you realised that what you are doing are ENTIRELY WRONG. You are hurting alot of people.
Stop it at once!Leave them alone!They are not a piece of cloth that you can treat as rubbish!!!!They are humans. They have feelings too.
Have you ever wondered or think about their feelings?
Sometimes i duno what is so charming about you that you can make 3 of my bestfrens fall for you at the same time.
Who do you think you are?
You are just a fellow. A human. Same as everyone else.
It doesnt make you special that so many girls fall for you.
WAKE UP!!!!
And you lied to her??? The one that cared so much for you??
You think by lying, it will do her good?
It will only make her feel worse when she finds out the truth.
Sometimes, i dun understand. How can you be so heartless???
To my 3 bestfrens: WAKE UP DARLINGS!!!! THIS GUY IS NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS!!!!
Im sry kor, but i just had to say that. You are a playboy.
You played with so many of my frens feelings.
I dun know you anymore.
You are not the brother i knew long ago.
Even if you dun like any of my 3 frens, why cant you just tell them off???
Why do you still give them false hope???
Why cant you be abit more kejam. TELL THEM THE TRUTH.
It might hurt them for the time being. But at least they wun feel so hurt as compared to when they find out the truth themselves.
What are you trying to do?
Lay out all your options?
Then choose???
Its like, you want them to be there for you, when you will not be there for them??
What the heck is this???
AND PLS STOP ALL YOUR SWEET TALKS!!!!
STOP PLAYING A FOOL OUT OF THEM.
I feel their pain kor....
If you still take me as a petsis....
I hope for my sake, pls stop all these nonsense.
For me.
you know who you are, kor. Labels: Disappointed in you.
1:02 AM
This post is specially for 3 people.
Firstly: Audrey Tan (1st September)
Secondly: Iam Kam (2nd September)
Thirdly: Keean Yap (2nd September)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDES!!!!
So yeap.... I just wanna wish you guys happy 17th and 18th birthday.
Hope you guys had/have a great day.
To Ian: I'll get you your present as promise after spm. Kam kor. =)
Labels: Happy happy birthday
12:53 AM
