Tuesday, April 27, 2010
27th April 2010
I'm having this really weird feeling now. I don't know how to describe it. It's not a good feeling but neither is it a bad feeling. Hmmm. This is just plain weird. I don't usually feel this way.
Anyway, just a short post now while I'm waiting for the c2p wiziQ thing to load. It's been loading for 5 mins already. =.='
Lately, I've been really lazy. Well, not that surprising cause I'm always lazy. Its just nowadays, I feel 2 times lazier than usual. And for god knows why, I feel super tired easily. By 11pm, and I k.o. already. Kong, want to go to sleep already. =.='
I feel like my energy is draining out faster than ever. Gosh, this is bad. I have so many assignments and all to do. Arghhh...
And another thing, I simply have this craving for food 24/7 non-stop. I just don't feel full. I'm so going to get fat. And the worse thing is, I don't exercise nowadays. No time + pure laziness = zero exercise.
Hmmm... maybe its hormonal imbalance. Or what Chee said last time, Fion goes through late puberty. =.='
Mom's coming back from her holiday end of this week. Woots! Hope she gets me something nice and sweet. *wink*
Alright enough, till then.
Labels: This feels weird.
8:21 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
22nd April 2010
Life in Monash is getting more hectic as days pass by. Assignments are tearing up my soul in to pieces. Don't think I will be having much time to update my blog often after this. Maybe once in a while. =)
Anyway, I think my blog is deprive of pictures. Too many words. Too little pictures. Lolx. Gonna post 2 pictures which are quite recent. Sy's bday celebration. *Wink*
Me and Huil. Lolx. Yes, I love to do weird pose.
Excuse my lala-ness. A special dedication photo to Huil since she's not in the group photo. =)
Group photo. Happy birthday sueyen! My 6th time wishing. Lolx. Notice one thing? We're all in the
shades of pink. Lolx. Coincidentally. Hui is not in the photo coz she took this picture. Thanks girl. And thanks for uploading all the photos on fb. So if you guys wanna view more photos, log on to fb. *wink*
I'm sick of assignments. I don't know if I can make it through uni. Its just my first year, first sem and I feel so lifeless already. Gosh. Maybe, I still have not adapt to uni life. Yes, yes. I admit, I'm a lazy person. Don't give excuses. Okays, I get it. =.='
Lolx. This reminds me of smtg. Today Ntv 7 news state that 20% of children these days are suffering from depression and stress. And one of the main factor of this is due to pressure on academic excellence.
Fion: Dad, heard that??? I'm stressed. I'm suffering from depression. DUE TO ACADEMIC REASON.
and what did my dad response???
Dad: So??? *while showing me his evil grin*
Terrible I tell you. I said I stress and depress. He tell me "SO?" =.='
Speechless betul. Alright, enough of craps. Time for my American Idol.
Kelly Clarkson concert this sunday. Woots!! Anyone going?? =D
Till then.
Labels: Is Fion suffering from stress and depression?
7:14 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
11th April 2010
First thing first....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH SUE YEN!!! XD
This girl finally turned 19 today. Lolx. I tried organising a surprise party for her today but it turn out totally not a surprise for her. =.='
Yes, I know. I suck at organising. I'm a lousy planner. Thank god I didn't take event management. I almost wanted to take that last year. Glad I turn to Business. =)
Anyway, back to story. We celebrated Sue Yen's birthday today at Manhattan Fish Market. Was supposed to be at Marche instead. Anyway, we stands for Sueyen, Jiann, Huiling, Qinglin, Alina, Meiji and I. =) The rest either couldn't make it cause they're having their A-Levels trials or if not, they fong fei kei me. =.=' Quite a number ffk me last minute. *the evil people* Sorry Sueyen. I tried my best already.
Lunch was great. Me love seafood. Lolx. Hui Ling and I went to get Sueyen's jelly cake. Sueyen once told me that she wanted the Barbie Doll Jelly cake. Check the price. 185 bucks for it! No way Sueyen. Money doesn't drop from the sky for me to use. Bought her the normal Jelly cake instead. =) Hope you like it.
Then after that, we went shopping!! =D I think I need to stop pampering myself. I'm getting a lil out of control here. I've been shopping and buying a lot lately. Need to put a fullstop to it already. I promise I won't buy anything already after spending a lot the other day. Today, I came back with a new bag instead today. =.=' I broke my promise. Sorry Fione. Lolx.
I shall start saving again. =) I promise myself again. XD and I will try my best to keep this promise. Alright, gtg. Till then.
Labels: Sueyen's Bday
9:50 AM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
8th April 2010
I'm back to my senses once again. Well, for the least, I'm thinking more rational now than the other day.
I decided to be reasonable again and to have a positive mindset. I WILL forgive and forget. Keeping anger, hatred and vengeance in myself will not solve the problem. It will not make me feel any better. It definitely will not make me any better off than you as well.
A scar in the heart will always remain a scar. But even a scar will fade a way with time. I trust this scar will fade soon before I even know it.
Enough of the emotional thoughts.
Lately, I decided that it is okay to pampered myself once in a while. I learn this from a friend, Jiann. Well, I decided to pampered myself by going for shopping with my 3 girlfriends which are Jiamin, Sueyen and Shirley. =)
We shopped like mad girls. I spent quite a lot. XD But think on the bright side, I got pretty good bargains for most of my items. *wink* Not gonna boast about my shopping spree here. Lolx.
Holidays are going to be over soon. I shall make full use of the remainder 3 days. Alright, signing off here.
Till then.
Labels: Be Rational
6:26 AM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
6th April 2010
Do I look like I'm that easy to be bullied? Just because I give in every time, it doesn't mean I'm weak. It simply means I'm trying to be considerate and understanding.
I've never felt so hurt as this before. and I've never expected it to come from my 2 so called lovely girlfriends. Ouch. You guys stabbed my heart deep. I will never forget the pain. Never.
I believe in balasan. and what comes around goes around. God will get back at you both. I might be blind but god certainly ain't blind. and FYI, my tears ain't worth it for girls like you.
Accusing me for something I've didn't do was bad enough. Smashing my reputation to others is another thing. Not considering about my feelings when you stab me from my back is another thing too.
FYI, best friends DO NOT do that to each other. Consider yourself my best friend?? Better go dig your head under your pillow and think twice. I will never consider you guys my bf after what you had done.
Bak kata pepatah: Nasi sudah jadi bubur.
Till then.
Labels: It hurts.
10:13 AM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
1st April 2010
Its 1st of April today. =D which stands for???
APRIL FOOLS DAY! XD
Haha. I managed to april fooled quite a number of people today. Woots!! and got april fooled as well. =.=' but also didnt get april fooled by some too. Lolx.
Shirley .... Epic Phail! Lolx...
Vivian & Teh See, you 2 watch out. Con me gao gao today. Wth. Especially Teh See, kena twice from you. What Nandos? Nonsense then got la. Make me go ALL THE WAY TO NANDOS FOR NOTHING. =.= Whack you man. Ni xiao xing yi tian.
Biggest april fool joke for the day was .... To April Fool....
- My Mom and Dad!!!
- Meghan Lim!!!
- Danial Khusahry!!!
Lolx. Mom and Dad's reaction was super funny. Lolx. Hard to explain here, but sendiri tahu enough edi la.
Meghan one was also another super hilarious one. Con her gao gao. Until speechless! Yes, I'm a horrible sister. *bluek*
Danial one was super scary. Kena marah sial. I dare not april fool him already next time. Lol.
I got a new favourite song. =D which is.... Painted Heart from the movie Painted Skin. Me love that song. Damn nice!!! Go listen. *wink*
Alright, till then.
Labels: April Fools
8:13 AM
Me and Huil. Lolx. Yes, I love to do weird pose. Excuse my lala-ness. A special dedication photo to Huil since she's not in the group photo. =)
Group photo. Happy birthday sueyen! My 6th time wishing. Lolx. Notice one thing? We're all in the shades of pink. Lolx. Coincidentally. Hui is not in the photo coz she took this picture. Thanks girl. And thanks for uploading all the photos on fb. So if you guys wanna view more photos, log on to fb. *wink*