Monday, October 18, 2010
18th October 2010
Right now, at this very moment, 6.20pm, Monday, 18th of October..... Fion Lim have one huge desire that she really wants to do right after her finals and that is....
Jeng Jeng Jeng....
ICE-SKATING! Somehow I just really miss the skating rink. It feels like my soul is tied to it. Like I accidentally left my soul there and it's urging me to go back to the rink to go claim it back. And that is how much I miss the skating rink. I haven't skate for more than a year now. I guess all my skating skills have gone rusty.
Please don't bring me anywhere near the rink anymore. Me and my mates went over to pyramid the other day and every time I see the rink, my heart just feels all overwhelmed and the feeling of resisting myself to go anywhere near it feels like a harsh thing that I'm doing, forbidding myself to do something that I want so badly.
Does that sound complicated? If yes, try imagine that you are really hungry as you have been forbidden to eat for days and there's like a huge buffet right in front of you but you're not allowed to eat anything. Pain? Ouch? Yes, definitely. This goes hand in hand with what I'm feeling now.
It's so close, yet so far at the same time. You want it so badly yet you can't have it and to make things worse, it's just right in front of you and all you have to do is reach out to grasp it but you're not allowed.
I definitely don't have time for skating right now. My schedule is packed with Mr. Finals. But you know what? Mr. Finals, I'm so dumping you right after my exams. You're mean.
To be honest, there's actually part of me that wants my exams to be over asap but there's also a huge part of me that doesn't want it to come so fast. *Maksud tersirat*
Anyway, what have I been yapping and hopping on? Argh... Ignore me. I think stress mode has finally kicked in. Alright, gtg. Till then.
Labels: my soul, Skating
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