Wednesday, September 9, 2009
9th September 2009Im not in a mood again today.
Basically, this whole week my mood have been like a sea wave.
One minute, its storming... and the next minute... the wave is calm..
Arghhh... trials is next week. What the hell am I doing blogging at such time??? Actually, I just need to vent out my frustration here again. Like usual.
My thursday and friday paper for trials next week starts at 7am. Wth rite?? And we are required to be at college 20 mins b4 test which means 6.40am. =.=' Which means I have to wake up at 5am++. Haiz.
Im feeling all stressed out now.
Went for the university placement thing today. Another thing that is bugging me. Uni applications. Arghhhh. I think I wun be going to Melbourne U anymore. My grades for now aren't good enough to make the cut. And Mel U doesnt do any twinning program. =.=
My next choice would be Monash U. If I cant make it for direct entry, I still can do twinning at least. Do it locally for the first year and twin the next year. Maybe Adelaide U would be one of my options as well. I somehow like the study environment there.
Gosh. Im really damn frustrated now.
Talking about that, my sis will be leaving this friday to Scottland, UK. For education purposes obviously. For 5 years coz she's doing medicine there.
And im pretty disappointed as well. I got back my legal extended response essay on monday. I did worse than what I expected. Haih. Ms M always tell us to include the 4 steps that she told us when we are doing our extended responce which are statement, explaination, example, elaboration on example. And that was what I did for the essay. Yet, I didnt score full marks. So I went to meet her for consultation and asked her about it. She commented that even though I have the 4 steps, the reason she didnt give me full marks was because my essay is not impressive enough and I didnt impress her. And I said but I thought we needed the 4 steps. No one talks about to impress b4. And she said it makes a difference if you get to impress the examiner when writing the essay. She said when u impress, it distinguish you from an A student and a B student. And she considered my essay to be a B student work coz its not impressive enough. Arghhh.
Few things I need to get straight asap.
- Be confident with yourself Fion!!!
- Learn to be more discipline Fion!!!
- Start putting in more effort! and its not just put in effort. Its put in MORE effort.
Okay. Enough of complaining. I gtg. TO DO MORE REVISION. Im so sick of studying.
Till then.
Labels: Frustrated again.
5:46 AM
