Friday, August 28, 2009
28th August 2009Maybe what vishakan said is true. I need anger management class.
I was mad yesterday afternoon.
I was mad yesterday night.
I was mad this morning.
I was mad just now.
and until now
Im still mad.
Yes, put in short. Im a mad girl who needs counseling.
I seriously need to blast this post with all my angerness. If not, im afraid I might just start throwing tantrums at people.
I dun feel like I can share this with anyone. Sometimes, thoughts are better kept alone in oneself. Why? Cause when you start sharing, sometimes people just dun see things in your view. And sometimes, when all you want when you share a thought with someone is for that someone to be a good listener and that someone just has to ruin your whole mood with scoldings and unwanted naggings. How great rite?
I feel so stupid. If you consider yourself as my bestfren, why cant you just support my decision instead of telling me what I shud do and what I shud not do. First, you told me story A. Then, you told me story B. and now? You're telling me story C?? Wtf???
Which story is the right one? You're making me confuse. And then you wanna make a decision for me? Im old enough to make my own decision.
And another thing. How would you feel if your best fren kutuk your another fren? Indirectly, you feel it too dont you? You're reminding me of a fren in high school. Just because my bestfren doesnt like my another fren, she always talk bad about my the other fren. Which I find it totally absurd. You dun even noe the other party that well and youre talking bad about that party? Wht nonsense is this? Or even if you noe the other party well, and you noe im close to the other party, you dun have to stab tht party in my face, do you? Stabbing my fren in my face = to stabbing me right infront on me. Perhaps, you're just too self-centered that you never bother how others would feel. How I would feel.
I shud learn from the vitagen case 2 years back. History is not to be repeated itself. Well, for the least, I hope.
Not gonna elaborate further. Im rather cukup pissed off already. Till then.
Labels: Mad world mad girl
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