Sunday, January 25, 2009

Today is an important day I guess. Its the orientation party for TCSH and the by-election for the new student council for TCSH.

Anyway, im a lil lazy to elaborate. So I think I will just go straight to the point. I didnt win for the treasurer post for the student council. =(

But rahul approached me after that and told me that he still wants me to stay in the student council for some subpost or committee member eventhough I didnt win the election. He's a very nice guy. =) I have a feeling he said that to all of us who lost for the election.

Anyway, a big congrats to Kah Joon and George (our new vice presidents)

Im really happy for them. Dun ask me why there's 2 place for the vice president post. Im too lazy to explain it.

Anyway, I know most of you guys have this question for me:

' Fion, are you ok that you didnt win the election?' or 'Fion, how are you feeling? Im so sry you didnt win.' kinda question.

My answer is:

Yes. I wun deny that I was sad and upset that I didnt win. But at least I gave it a shot although I knew my chances of winning were slim, unlike quite a number of them who pulled out at the very last minute. Im actually proud of myself. I didnt expect myself to be that bold.

And, Im quite an open minded person too. So, congrats Abby for the success. All the best to you.

My misery lasted about 5 mins that day, then I couldnt be bothered about the results of the election and I was actually kinda enjoying myself at the party after tht. Luckily no one really confronted me when the results were just announced. I worried that I might be too upset and start crying. But obviously, I was stronger than I thought that moment.

On Friday, I felt the effect more. I was more upset compared to thursday. I dun think anyone will understand how I felt. I refused to talk to anyone who has anything to do with TCSH about the issue.

In the end, I kinda shared my problems with my da jie(xx) and tai kor(dan). They gave me good advices. Thanks jie & kor. And kor, you are so right. I did felt so much more better after letting everything out. =) So sry, you had to bare with me.

As for those who supported me during the campaign and all. I would really like to thank you guys so much. =) Thank you! For giving me the strength to at least try out for the post perhaps. Lol. Thanks!

Perhaps there's a reason behind the note of the cookie fortune that landed in my hand which say "Patience will be the joy of your success" I guess its god's will that the post wasnt the right job for me. Think optimistic. *wink*

I did a lil camwhoring tht day too. But most of the pics are with Jiamin. I shall post more of the pics when I get them. =)