Monday, July 11, 2011
11th July 2011
I suddenly have the urge to blog and am feeling rather confused right now. And what does this have got to do with? Semester 1, 2011 results.
Results are out today and I've already seen mine. I can't say I'm happy but neither can I say I'm very sad either. This is why, Fion is such a confused girl.
Well, 2/4 of the papers that I sat for were extremely killer papers and right after I stepped out of the exam hall and EVEN before the results are out, I told myself that as long as I passed all my subjects, I would be very grateful.
And now, when results are out, though I passed all of them, I don't feel that happy either. This makes me a more confused girl, no?
Well, why do I have this tinge of unhappiness in me?
Well you see, Monash grading system is that if you get 80 and above, it's a High Distinction. If you get 70 and above, it's a Distinction. 60 and above, it's a Credit and anything below 50 is equivalent to Failed. And the annoying thing about Monash grading system is that you have to pass their Hurdle Requirement and the General Requirement in order to pass for the paper overall. =.='
I got 78 which is like 2 more marks to HD and got 68 which is also like another 2 more marks to D for my papers. Now, do you feel my frustration? Its like.... So close, yet so far.
I know I should just be grateful that I passed all and do not need to re seat any of my papers but you know, the feeling of knowing that, aww man, just another 2 more marks to the next grade.
Arghhh@#$%^&
I think we humans are just born with one defect which is, we are just never contented with what we got. DON'T YOU DARE DENY IT! One way of another, or a point in life, I bet there's a moment which you, or every other human in that case, are not contented.
Well, brace the fact, LIFE IS NEVER MEANT TO BE FAIR. You just have got to face it.
I know I'm such a greedy kid.
Give me a hard paper, and I say all I want is just to pass.
Managed to pass, and I say I want 2 more marks just to hit the next grade.
Yea, I should probably just go listen to Black Eye Peas, I Just Can't Get Enough song. Haha.
Okays, enough of ranting. I shall not complain any more. God is good to me as though I may not have achieve excellent results, my results are still pretty decent. Thank you, god. Life is good.
I shall just whine for tonight and tomorrow will be a good day.
Till then.
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